Excerpt from "From This Day"
Excerpt from the new book, From This Day. To be published by the end of March. Here you go...
KATHERINE O’CONNOR, aka Katie to her friends, had in the scheme of things had a pretty good day. She hadn’t slept through her alarm, thus she’d caught the bus on time. True, she hadn’t been able to read her book, a gripping mystery she couldn’t wait to finish, and she’d had to stand, but the woman on one side was wearing a very nice perfume which wasn’t overpowering and the man on the other appeared engrossed in a podcast and emitted only the occasional chuckle. All in all, it hadn’t been the usual unpleasant trip to work. When she got there, she had time to get to the bathroom, check her windblown hair and repair her make up—what there was of it—and the day at work had started pretty good. In fact, it had gone extremely well.
Until
she’d seen the photo. The photo of her and him.
Now
Katie pushed open the front door to the flat on Bluebell Road, pausing as she shut
it behind her, and she listened. There was no sound. No music, no telly, no
sound of someone taking an afterwork shower or cooking a meal. Lydia and Julia
must still be at work.
Plus
the heating hadn’t been turned on and the flat was freezing.
She
went into her bedroom, shut the door behind her and for a moment, a long
awkward moment, she leant against the door and closed her eyes.
Just
thinking about him made her stomach clench, made her heart race, made her
nerves fizz, and none of it was in a good way.
It
was all, every clench, every heartbeat and every fizz of her nerves, all
in an entirely bad way.
A
mortifying way and after the past year, she’d thought mortification was done
and dusted.
She
shook herself, pushed herself away from the door and shrugged out of her work
outfit and into trackpants and a super warm hoodie. She used the bathroom, and
in the kitchen, she turned on the heating, filled the kettle with water and waited
for it to boil.
Unfortunately,
waiting only sent her thoughts all the way back around to him and what had
become, in her lexicon of life events, a portent of things to come.
She
buried her face in her hands as the flush of embarrassment and the burning heat
of humiliation slid uncomfortably over her.
She
couldn’t go to work tomorrow. Word would have got around the firm, and she was
not someone who could just laugh it off. She would have to leave. She would
have to resign and leave London. It wasn’t like it was her career that would be
in tatters. What career? She just worked as administration support.
And
she could find another job. Eventually.
She
took a deep breath as she dropped her hands.
Or
she could darn well face up to it, head into work tomorrow and just—pretend it
had never happened.
She
brightened at the thought. If she saw him, and of course she was bound
to, she could just act as if nothing had at happened. She could be the opposite
of aloof but in a distant, can’t-read-anything-into-it way.
That would work. She chewed her thumbnail. It was about the only option she had so she would make sure it worked. (END)
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